god, I want to love somebody

I want to love somebody
but I do not know to whom love is shed
because love is only feeling that can choose
and love can not be on sale just
love can not be tied simply
love will descend when feeling pleased.

and falling in love is the thing I feared most
because maybe I could no longer, if it turns out that love is only for temporary
such as shipping a boat that just enjoy the ocean waves for a season.

and a broken heart is something I'm most worried about, since doing so would bring misery.
as you fall from the top, for the time you are sick, and to cure it you need a long time.

and I just went to someone who really loves me wholeheartedly
together let's fly into the lap of gods